hiatus over

Six months ago, I left this space I left it to Fix things with people Who mattered to me I left it to Concentrate on Real life things I left it to Have a change In my stupid monotonous life I left it to Find a little more Contentment and solace

TRANSIENT

I want to be wine That gets better with age But we’re Odomos, Come with an expiry date

Here I Am

I don’t like pleading, But here I am Pleading you to stay I don’t like wishing, But here I am Wishing you won’t leave

SPACE

I need space Space for my head To think again Space for my hands To work again Space for me To be me again

Breathless

“I want to kiss you, but only in the most connotative way possible, so that no dictionary definition would stand a chance to describe how your lungs could be filled with the sweetest air possible, and yet you would still be so breathless.” ~jl

Bargain 

“​I don’t just want to take your breath away. I want to rip it from your mouth and keep it locked away between my teeth. You can only have it back if you kiss me again.” ~Meggie Royer (Literary Sexts: vol. 2)

Beautiful Trauma

(Hoping to God that you don’t read my blog) I know that none of this is your fault and I know I cannot blame you for all the shit that has happened, the shit that is happening and I’m not blaming you.  

1 a.m thoughts (2.0)

​Its 12:56 a.m. and all I can think about is you. Your voice, your words, your hands, you. Let me sleep, God dammit. When did I become this obsessed with you, huh?  The excitement I get when I see your text notification is nothing compared to the disappointment I feel when the text says –…

HEARTBREAK

“We need to talk” “I know” Breaking; A single crack

A future break up

Dear future ex I’ll be honest, despite continuously talking about our then-future-breakup, I was never actually prepared for the wave of pain that would come along with actually breaking up. I think the reason it hurts so much is because even though I went on and on about eventually breaking up, I didn’t, for a second, completely…