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I want to be wine That gets better with age But we’re Odomos, Come with an expiry date

the wound never really closes 

11.01.2018 Dear Happy,  It’s been two years.  Two years since you left this world to hopefully reach something bigger and better. Two years since you left all of us to rot here, alone and without the positivity that you always emitted.  Two years, and the wound of your loss still feels open. Two years, and…

HEARTBREAK

“We need to talk” “I know” Breaking; A single crack

A future break up

Dear future ex I’ll be honest, despite continuously talking about our then-future-breakup, I was never actually prepared for the wave of pain that would come along with actually breaking up. I think the reason it hurts so much is because even though I went on and on about eventually breaking up, I didn’t, for a second, completely…

SANCTUARY

She was so, so tired. Absolutely exhausted from living. Her brain hurt, her limbs ached and her heart throbbed. Every step of every day felt like climbing out of a pothole. Every gesture felt like lifting a mountain. Living  was taking everything out of her. But she loved it. And that’s what came between him and her. 

Big Girls Cry

I’m three years old Going to school for the first time My mom looks at me And says firmly, “Big girls don’t cry”

cry, baby, cry

Cry, baby, cry Cry if you’re upset Cry if you miss someone Cry because you feel Cry, baby, cry Cry because you’re happy Cry because you’re touched Cry, you have the right to

hypocrisy

“Calm down, everything will be fine” Nothing’s ever going to be okay. My life is destroyed “Don’t be so hard on yourself It isn’t your fault” Are you joking? It’s all my fault

This Ain’t A Fairytale

She stood frozen to her spot on the floor as she heard his voice on the phone. He sounded weak, unsure and a little bit afraid. “Do you love me?” he asked quietly. She looked at her feet and gulped. Did she love him? She took a deep breath before answering.  “Yes” He smiled from the…

PROMISE

  AUTHOR’S NOTE: STOP! Okay before you read this, you should know this is sort of a sequel to something I wrote earlier. Do check that out before reading this to understand fully.Okay I think my note is done? Well, you can read it now I guess. It’s been years since I last saw you….

Fading Away…

I’m posting one day late. Why? you may ask. Because school is a murderer. A vicious, terrible, unforgiving murderer Right now I’m living in a dream. Where nothing is real, I know, but I cant help but wish and hope that it was. Everything’s so perfect here. We’re living in a bubble of happiness. You’re right next…