the wound never really closes 

11.01.2018 Dear Happy,  It’s been two years.  Two years since you left this world to hopefully reach something bigger and better. Two years since you left all of us to rot here, alone and without the positivity that you always emitted.  Two years, and the wound of your loss still feels open. Two years, and…

REMINDER

And if today, All you did was hold yourself together, I’m proud of you

SPACE

I need space Space for my head To think again Space for my hands To work again Space for me To be me again I’m suffocating Choking, stuffed Once a girl of Her own free will Now suddenly governed By a million others I can’t breathe Amidst all these people Who keep talking Expecting me…

Breathless

“I want to kiss you, but only in the most connotative way possible, so that no dictionary definition would stand a chance to describe how your lungs could be filled with the sweetest air possible, and yet you would still be so breathless.” ~jl

Bargain 

“​I don’t just want to take your breath away. I want to rip it from your mouth and keep it locked away between my teeth. You can only have it back if you kiss me again.” ~Meggie Royer (Literary Sexts: vol. 2)

Beautiful Trauma

(Hoping to God that you don’t read my blog) I know that none of this is your fault and I know I cannot blame you for all the shit that has happened, the shit that is happening and I’m not blaming you.  

1 a.m thoughts (2.0)

​Its 12:56 a.m. and all I can think about is you. Your voice, your words, your hands, you. Let me sleep, God dammit.  When did I become this obsessed with you, huh?  The excitement I get when I see your text notification is nothing compared to the disappointment I feel when the text says –…

STORMS

“Do not fall in love with people like me. I will take you to museums, and parks, and monuments, and kiss you in every beautiful place, so that you can never go back to them without tasting me like blood in your mouth. I will destroy you in the most beautiful way possible. And when…

HEARTBREAK

“We need to talk” “I know” Breaking; A single crack

100 QUESTIONS

I am out of ideas and this seems fun so, why not?

A future break up

Dear future ex I’ll be honest, despite continuously talking about our then-future-breakup, I was never actually prepared for the wave of pain that would come along with actually breaking up. I think the reason it hurts so much is because even though I went on and on about eventually breaking up, I didn’t, for a second, completely…

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Here’s the universal truth: Enough is never enough