New to town with a made up name in the angel’s city, Chasing fortune and fame. And the camera flashes Make it look like a dream.


“Because I’ll breathe When they try to suffocate me” ~Speechless By Naomi Scott (Aladdin 2019) There’s this sense of extreme claustrophobia I’m feeling. I’m not locked in a box or a room or anything, but I’m still choking, suffocating. It’s been the same house, same paranoid mom, same rules, same EVERYTHING since I was 12….


I love how you’re as in love with me as I am with you. I love how you will try everything before giving up on us.

future 3.0

Can’t wait to earn a shit load of money in the summer while everyone else just blows cash up in pubs and fancy restaurants. Thanks for getting me that job, deor.

future 2.0

If you were here right now, alive and breathing, I’d be your junior in college in a few months, and you’d be on the senior ragging committee.¬† I’ll kinda miss being ragged by you.

future 1.0

Is it bad that when we “joke” about living together in “our” house with “our” kids, I’m not wholly joking?


Dear 2019, I just wanted to welcome you. Welcome to my life, the world’s messiest mess.

drift: a text conversation.

6/8/18 “Hey did you hear that new song?” 9/8/18 “Yeah!!! It’s so cute I love it” 12/10/18 “Hey did you see that video” 18/20/18 “Yeah!!!! It’s hilarious” 4/12/18 “Hey did you hear what he said about her?” 5/12/18 “Yeah!!!! It was super mean” 11/1/19 “Hey remember how we used to talk every day??” 13/1/19 “Yeah……

Goodbye 2018

Goodbye 2018 You were a very very very crappy year of my life. You sucked pretty much entirely. If I sum you up, there are probably 10 things I can mention every month that made me want to throw myself off a building. But, 2018, I held myself up, and somehow made the best of…

Dear love

I just wanted to say that… I know we’re not going to meet for a long time. I know I might be making too big of a deal of this. But I also know that I miss you when we have a long weekend and I don’t get to see you, or when we have…