Cranking up the volume on my headphones to drown the noise of my own thoughts My eardrums might burst, but I think that’s better than my heart bursting


I want to be wine That gets better with age But we’re Odomos, Come with an expiry date

Here I Am

I don’t like pleading, But here I am Pleading you to stay I don’t like wishing, But here I am Wishing you won’t leave I don’t like hoping, But here I am Hoping you’ll come around I don’t like expecting, But here I am Expecting you to be perfect I don’t like giving, But here…

the wound never really closes 

11.01.2018 Dear Happy,  It’s been two years.  Two years since you left this world to hopefully reach something bigger and better. Two years since you left all of us to rot here, alone and without the positivity that you always emitted.  Two years, and the wound of your loss still feels open. Two years, and…


And if today, All you did was hold yourself together, I’m proud of you


I need space Space for my head To think again Space for my hands To work again Space for me To be me again I’m suffocating Choking, stuffed Once a girl of Her own free will Now suddenly governed By a million others I can’t breathe Amidst all these people Who keep talking Expecting me…


“I want to kiss you, but only in the most connotative way possible, so that no dictionary definition would stand a chance to describe how your lungs could be filled with the sweetest air possible, and yet you would still be so breathless.” ~jl


“​I don’t just want to take your breath away. I want to rip it from your mouth and keep it locked away between my teeth. You can only have it back if you kiss me again.” ~Meggie Royer (Literary Sexts: vol. 2)

Beautiful Trauma

(Hoping to God that you don’t read my blog) I know that none of this is your fault and I know I cannot blame you for all the shit that has happened, the shit that is happening and I’m not blaming you.  

1 a.m thoughts (2.0)

​Its 12:56 a.m. and all I can think about is you. Your voice, your words, your hands, you. Let me sleep, God dammit.  When did I become this obsessed with you, huh?  The excitement I get when I see your text notification is nothing compared to the disappointment I feel when the text says –…


“Do not fall in love with people like me. I will take you to museums, and parks, and monuments, and kiss you in every beautiful place, so that you can never go back to them without tasting me like blood in your mouth. I will destroy you in the most beautiful way possible. And when…


Hey!!! I’m Ebe, Rev’s best friend. It’s nice to meet you! I’d like to say that this collab had been in the works for like ages. And now it’s finally happening and I couldn’t be more excited!! I like to think I know Rev pretty well, what with her whole table phase and Maroon 5….